I took so many things for granted. I thought because you loved me, i had the right to go through your phone, shout at you and dis-respect you. I forgot to appreciate the way you showed me love, i insisted you loved me my way. I wanted to change everything thing about you, complained about most things you did and how you did them. I concentrated so much on your negatives, paying little attention to all your positives. I was blinded by pride...Then you said you have found someone else. I felt hurt hurt. i felt hurt for loosing you my sweet heart, i felt hurt for being the reason for loosing you... I didnt think like this on that day you told me off and the days and months that followed. Typical of humans, i heaped blame on you, i told everyone you have treated me badly and abandoned me, i thought and said many things about you but its different now. I have had time to think through our time together, i have listened to other peoples stories and read lots of books and i have seen my fault and shortcomings. I know lots of things now, i should have talked and act differently, i should have concentrated on loving you than complaining about trivials, but that is all past now. I don't know how to tell you am sorry for all the hurt i caused you without appearing desperate for a comeback. I dont know if you will ever come across this, if you do, i say am sorry. if you dont, i pray God reveal my remorse to you... I wish you well darling.
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