Dairy of her Full-lish Life. 23/01/2012

The bikeman was riding very fast, so fast i could not even take note of the type of cars we overtook. I know over speeding like that  is dangerous and i should stop him, but hell no! i couldn't have. I wanted to get to his house within a split second. Its been four weeks since i have been asking to come visit and his been giving one excuse or another.

He says there is no problem but i know some thing is so wrong. He has been sounding cold whenever he calls and wouldnot even laugh with me. Yes. i know we had an argument sometime back but i have since apologized. Not once, not twice. I have told him how sorry i was to start up that argument in the first place and he said it's ok. But he wouldnt let me see him, he wouldnt visit me either...
He asked me to come today. I was so excited i couldn't caution the bike man, it was as if, the man knew how bad i wanted to get there.
He was acting up when i got there. He wore a straight face, refused to talk and totally ignored me. I was too excited to let that get at me. I tried to get him notice me, or at least pretend to, but he wouldn't bulge.I decided to let him be, sitting down close to him and holding his hand was enough for me. I had missed him badly and was contend with just sitting, watching and waiting. I just kept saying to myself, very soon, evrything will be fine.
After a while, he started talking and before long, he was even laughing with me. I was happy beyond measure and in my typical curious manner, i asked him what i had done to make him act up the way he did for weeks.
"You are happy today, am not telling you now" he said.
Immediately he said that, i knew my fear had come to pass.
I started persuading him to tell me what was wrong, "Am strong enough, just tell me now please". He looked at me and shook his head and said no. I was not about to leave without hearing what he has to tell me when am in a sober mood. I wanted it there and then, so i pleaded and pleaded for him to tell me.
"What if i tell you i have gotten someone i want to marry" he enquired said.
Hmm! in my typical proud manner, i told him its ok not. I acted up too and pretended i wasn't shock or hurt or confused or angry or betrayed or fooled, but i was. I was shaking like jelly inside while i maintained a calm and composed mien... I had put in too much sincere energy, love, trust into this for what, two years, and now this? I know i don't deserve this but this is what i got.
TO BE CONTINUED!