Penultimate Day

Today is the penultimate day of the year 2012 and i feel privileged to be part of it. Am so grateful to God for heath, food, shelter, protection, love, my family, my mind, my friends, for making me a graduate and for lots more that i cannot even remember, talk less mention. Am just eternally grateful. Am also happy for the way my year turned out.
Hmm! 2012 wais an amazing year. I dont have words to describe it. It has been the most trying year in my adult life,  it has also been the year that i have proven myself to myself. I set goals and achieved them, i wanted things and went out there and got them,i tool risks, i just thought of things and even before i finished thinking, God moved and brought them to come to pass eventhough i wasnt faithful to Him. 2012 is been good ...but, it is the year i cried the must. I dont mean tears of joy oh or anything like that,real hot tears caused by true pain.I hurt and went through heart wrenching pain, my self esteem and worth badly mutilated cause of a relationship that when sour dont judge me. I look back and i feel really stupid for having allowed myself go through all i did, but, i forgive myself, and am happy i went through all of that, for trust me, i am wiser, stronger and better by it... Trough all of that though, my heart has remained grateful to God and i thank Him for blessing me with a grateful heart. That my greatest asset.
Well, that it for today, see you tommorrow God's willing, the last day of this awesome year, can't wait. Bye.